17/1/09


I heard you driving in my car, then in a frozen bar and I claimed. I didn't care for you. But your verse got trapped inside my head. Over and over again. You played yourself to death in me. I thought I'd drop you easily, but that was not to be. You burrowed like a summer tic. So you invade my sleep and confuse my dreams. Turn my nights to sleepless itch. Stuck on you untill the end of time. I'm too tired to fight your rhyme. Stuck on you untill the end of time. You've got me paralyzed. Holding on the telephone, I hear your midrange moan. You're everywhere inside my room. Even when I'm alone, I hear your mellow drone. You're everywhere inside of me. Stuck on you untill the end of time. I'm too tired to fight your rhyme. Stuck on you untill the end of time. You got me trapped inside. I can't escape your incessant whine. When you beam it out all across the sky. No, I can't escape. Stuck on you untill the end of time. Your insipid rhyme. I'm too tired to fight your rhyme. When you shoot it deep. Stuck on you untill the end of time. Straight into my mind.


I am finding out that maybe I was wrong. That I've fallen down and I can't do this alone. Stay with me, this is what I need, please? Sing us a song and we'll sing it back to you. We could sing our own but what would it be without you? I am nothing now and it's been so long. Since I've heard the sound, the sound of my only hope. This time I will be listening. Sing us a song and we'll sing it back to you. We could sing our own but what would it be without you? This heart, it beats, beats for only you. This heart, it beats, beats for only you. This heart, it beats, beats for only you. My heart is your's. This heart, it beats, beats for only you. My heart is your's. My heart, it beats for you. This heart, it beats, beats for only you. It beats, beats for only you. My heart is your's. My heart, my heart is your's. Please don't go now, please don't fade away. My heart, my heart is your's. Please don't go now, please don't fade away. My heart is your's. My heart is your's. Please don't go now, please don't fade away. My heart is your's. My heart is...

16/1/09


I am outside and I've been waiting for the sun. With my wide eyes I've seen worlds that don't belong. My mouth is dry with words I cannot verbalize. Tell me why we live like this. Keep me safe inside your arms like towers. Tower over me. Yeah. Cause we are broken. What must we do to restore our innocence, and all the promise we adored. Give us life again cause we just wanna be whole. Lock the doors cause I like to capture this voice. It came to me tonight, so everyone will have a choice and under red lights I'll show myself it wasn't forged. We're at war. We live like this. Keep me safe inside your arms like towers. Tower over me. Cause we are broken. What must we do to restore our innocence, and all the promise we adored. Give us life again cause we just wanna be whole. Tower over me. Tower over me. And I'll take the truth at any cost. Cause we are broken. What must we do to restore our innocence, and all the promise we adored. Give us life again cause we just wanna be whole.

Maybe if my heart stops beating it won't hurt this much. And never will I have to answer again to anyone. Please don't get me wrong, Because I'll never let this go. But I can't find the words to tell you. I don't want to be alone. But now I feel like I don't know you. One day you'll get sick of saying that everything's alright. And by then I'm sure, I'll be pretending just like I am tonight. Please don't get me wrong. Because, I'll never let this go. But I can't find the words to tell you. I don't want to be alone. But now I feel like I don't know you. Let this go, let this go. I'll never let this go. But I can't find the words to tell you, I don't want to be alone. But now I feel like I don't know you. Then I'll never let this go. That I can't find the words to tell you. That I don't feel that i know you.

Well they encourage your complete cooperation. Send you roses when they think you need the smile. I can't control myself because I don't know how. And they love me for it honestly. I'll be here for a while. So give them blood, blood. Gallons of the stuff. Give them all that they can drink and it will never be enough. So give them BLOOD, BLOOD, BLOOD. Grab a glass because there's going to be a flood. A celebrated man amongst the girlies. They can fix me proper with a bit of luck. The doctors and the nurses they adore me so, but it's really quite alarming cause I'm such an awful fuck. I HATE YOU! I gave you blood, blood. Gallons of the stuff. I gave you all that you can drink and it has never been enough. I gave you BLOOD, BLOOD, BLOOD. I'm the kind of human wreckage that you love!

Now come one come all to this tragic affair. Wipe off that makeup, what's in is despair. So throw on the black dress, mix in with the lot. You might wake up and notice you're someone you're not. If you look in the mirror and don't like what you see, you can find out firsthand what it's like to be me. So gather 'round, piggies and kiss this goodbye. I'd encourage your smiles, I'll expect you won't cry. Another contusion, my funeral jag. Here's my resignation, I'll serve it in drag. You've got front row seats to the penitence ball. When I grow up I want to be nothing at all! I said YEAH, YEAH! I said YEAH, YEAH! Come on, come on, come on. I said SAVE ME! Get me the hell out of here. SAVE ME! Too young to die and my dear. YOU CAN'T! If you can hear me just walk away and TAKE ME!

Well it rains and it pours. When you're out on your own. If I crash on the couch, Can I sleep in my clothes? Cause I've spent the night dancing. I'm drunk, I suppose. If it looks like I'm laughing, I'm really just asking to leave. This alone, you're in time for the show. You're the one that I need. I'm the one that you loathe. You can watch me corrode like a beast in repose. Cause I love all the poison away with the boys in the band. I've really been on a bender and it shows. So why don't you blow me a kiss before she goes? Give me a shot to remember and you can take all the pain away from me. A kiss and I will surrender. The sharpest lives are the deadliest to lead. A light to burn all the empires. So bright the sun is ashamed to rise and be. In love with all of these vampires. So you can leave like the sane abandoned me. There's a place in the dark where the animals go. You can take off your skin in the cannibal glow. Juliet loves the beat and the lust it commands. Drop the dagger and lather the blood on your hands, Romeo. I've really been on a bender and it shows. So why don't you blow me a kiss before she goes? Give me a shot to remember and you can take all the pain away from me. A kiss and I will surrender. The sharpest lives are the deadliest to lead. A light to burn all the empires. So bright the sun is ashamed to rise and be. In love with all of these vampires. So you can leave like the sane abandoned me.

Just talk yourself up and tear yourself down. You built your wooden wall. Now find a way around. Well, what's the problem? You've got a lot of nerve. So what did you think I would say? You can't run away, you can't run away. So what did you think I would say? You can't run away, you can't run away. You wouldn't. I never wanted to say this. You never wanted to stay. I put my faith in you, so much faith and then you just threw it away. You threw it away. I'm not so naive. My sorry eyes can see the way you fly shy of almost everything. Well, if you give up you'll get what you deserve. So what did you think I would say? You can't run away, you can't run away. So what did you think I would say? You can't run away, NO. You can't run away. You wouldn't. I never wanted to say this. You never wanted to stay. I put my faith in you, so much faith and then you just threw it away. You threw it away. You were finished long before we had even seen the start. Why don't you stand up, be a man about it? Fight with your bare hands about it now. I never wanted to say this. You never wanted to stay. Well did you. I put my faith in you, so much faith and then you just threw it away. I never wanted to say this. You never wanted to stay. I put my faith in you, so much faith and then you just threw it away.

Somehow everything's gonna fall right into place. If we only had a way to make it all fall faster everyday. If only time flew like a dove. We gotta make it fly faster than I'm falling in love.
This time we're not giving up. Let's make it last forever. Screaming hallelujah, we'll make it last forever.
Holding onto patience, wearing thin. I can't force these eyes to see the end. If only time flew like a dove. We could watch it fly and just keep looking on.
This time we're not giving up. Let's make it last forever. Screaming hallelujah, we'll make it last forever.
And we've got time on our hands. And we've got, got nothing but time on our hands. Got nothing but, got nothing but, got nothing but time on our hands.
This time we're not giving up. Oh, let's make it last forever. Screaming hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelujah.

I should never think what's in your heart, what's in our home. So I won't. You'll learn to hate me but still call me baby. Oh love. So call me by my name and save your soul. Save your soul before you're too far gone. Before nothing can be done. I'll try to decide when she'll lie in the end. I ain't got no fight in me in this whole damn world. Tell you to hold off. You choose to hold on. It's the one thing that I've known once. I put my coat on. I'm coming out in this all wrong. She's standing outside holding me, saying "Oh please. I'm in love, I'm in love" Girl save your soul. Go on save your soul before it's too far gone and before nothing can be done. Cause without me, you got it all. So hold on.

How can I decide what's right when your clouding up my mind? I can't win your losing fight, all the time. How can I ever own what's mine when you're always taking sides? But you won't take away my pride, no. Not this time. NOT THIS TIME.
How did we get here? I used to know you so well. How did we get here? I think I know how.
The truth is hiding in your eyes, and it's hanging on your tongue, just boiling in my blood, but you think that I can't see. What kind of man that you are? If your man at all. I will figure this one out on my own. ON MY OWN. I'm screaming I LOVE YOU SO. My thoughts you cant decode.
How did we get here? I used to know you so well. How did we get here? I think I know how.
Do you see what we've done? Were gonna make such fools, of ourselves? Do you see what we've done? Were gonna make such fools, of ourselves? YEAH!
How did we get here? I used to know you so well. How did we get here? I think I know how.
THERE IS SOMETHING I SEE IN YOU. IT MIGHT KILL ME, I WANT IT TO BE TRUE.

15/1/09


Well I was there on the day; they sold the cause for the queen. And when the lights all went out. We watched our lives on the screen. I hate the ending myself, but it started with an alright scene. It was the roar of the crowd, that gave me heartache to sing. It was a lie when they smiled and said, "You won't feel a thing". And as we ran from the cops, we laughed so hard it would sting. If I'm so wrong, How can you listen all night long? And will it matter after I'm gone? Because you never learned a god damned thing. You're just a sad song, with nothing to say, about a life long wait for a hospital stay. Well, if you think that I'm wrong, this never meant nothing to you. I spent my high school career spit on and shoved to agree. So I could watch all my heroes sell a car on tv. Bring out the old guillotine. We'll show them what we all mean. Yeah. If i'm so wrong. How can you listen all night long? Now, Will it matter long after I'm gone? Because you never learned a god damned thing. You're just a sad song, with nothing to say, about a life long wait for a hospital stay. Well, if you think that I'm wrong, this never meant nothing to you. So GO, GO AWAY, just GO, RUN AWAY. Now, Where did you run to? And where did you hide? GO FIND ANOTHER WAY. Price you pay. You're just a sad song, with nothing to say, about a life long wait for a hospital stay. Well, if you think that I'm wrong, this never meant nothing to you. I'm wrong. This NEVER mean NOTHING to you.
To un-explain the unforgivable, drain all the blood and give the kids a show. By streetlight this dark night, A séance down below. There're things that I have done, you never should ever know! And without you is how I disappear, and live my life alone forever now. And without you is how I disappear, And live my life alone forever now. Who walks among the famous living dead, drowns all the boys and girls inside your bed. And if you could talk to me, tell me if it's so, that all the good girls go to heaven. Well, heaven knows. That without you is how I disappear, and live my life alone forever now. And without you is how I disappear, and live my life alone forever now. Can you hear me cry out to you? Words I thought I'd choke on figure out. I'm really not so with you anymore. I'm just a ghost, so I can't hurt you anymore, so I can't hurt you anymore. And now, you wanna see how far down I can sink? Let me go, Fuck! So, you can, well now so, you can I'm so far away from you. Well now so, you can. And without you is how I disappear, and without you is how I disappear. Whoa! Forever, forever now.


Down to you. Keep pushing and pulling me. Down to you, but I don't know what I. Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself. I'm saying something that I should have never thought. Of you, OF YOU. You're pushing and pulling me down to you. But I don't know what I want. NO, I don't know what I want. You got it, you got it. Some kind of magic, hypnotic, HYPNOTIC. You're leaving me breathless. I hate this, I HATE THIS. You're not the one I believe in. With God is my witness. Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself. I'm saying something that I should have never thought. Of you, OF YOU. You're pushing and pulling me down to you. But I don't know what I want. NO, I don't know what I want. DON'T KNOW WHAT I WANT, BUT I KNOW IT'S NOT YOU. Keep pushing and pulling me down. When I know in my heart it's not you. Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself. I'm saying something that I should have never thought. Of you, I knew. I know in my heart it's not you. I knew. But now I know what I want. I want, I want. Oh no, I should have never thought.
I'm standing on the bridge, I'm waiting in the dark. I thought that you'd be here by now. There's nothing but the rain. No footsteps on the ground. I'm listening, but there's no sound.
Isn't anyone trying to find me? Won't somebody come take me home?
It's a damn cold night. Trying figure out this life. Won't you, take me by the hand, take me somewhere new. I don't know who you are but I, I'm with you. I'm with you.
I'm looking for a place, I'm searching for a face. Is anybody here? I know. Cause nothing's going right and everythings a mess and no-one like's to be alone.
Isn't anyone trying to find me? Won't somebody take me home?
It's a damn cold night. Trying to figure out this life. Won't you, take me by the hand, take me somewhere new. I don't know who you are but I, I'm with you. I'm with you.
Why is everything so confusing? Maybe I'm just out of my mind. Yeah.
It's a damn cold night. Trying to figure out this life. Won't you, take me by the hand, take me somewhere new. I don't know who you are but I, I'm with you. I'm with you. Take me by the hand, take me somewhere new. I don't know who you are but I, I'm with you. I'm with you.

9/1/09



Ain't no one.
You & Me in a
secret affair.
Boy you kill me
in the middle
of nowhere.

8/1/09

Creo que es momento
para otra bomba de humo
y batirnos en retirada.
Nuestra sociedad me perjudica,
vos no sos un chico cualquiera.
Que ridiculo es que pienses que
todo es tuyo, inclusive yo.

Los placeres violentos terminan en violencia,
y tienen en su triunfo su propia muerte, del mismo
modo que se consumen el fuego y la pólvora
en un beso voraz.

Romeo y Julieta, acto II, escena VI.

El
amor
concede
a los
demás
el poder
para
destruirte.

3/1/09

I love her .

Robert Pattinson , mi amor ♥


Lo amo demasiado ♥